RyuRingo

“Hey, how are you?” “I’m good, you?” “Just fine,” I smile. You smile back. “So how’s school going for you?” “It’s alright.” (Can I hold your hand?) “Good.” “Yeah. You?” (It wouldn’t be hard.) “I’m just getting by.” “Ah.” (I could just hold it, make you feel better.) We walk in silence. “Well I got to go,” you wave. “Alright, you go then,” I smile. (Stay.) “See you later.” “Kay, bye.”  (Don’t leave. Please.) “You gunna sit with me?” (Ple

It’s cold outside And I don’t mind. It’s been too long since I've been warm.   And I’m torn, I don’t know if I should worry or not Because my skin’s so warm to the touch But I feel cold, it’s almost too much. I want to do outside And I’ve tried Or so they say. And I’m here another day. In these forsaken walls And I count the night falls behind the bars I see the cars And the fingers directed at me Even the kids do it so firmly. My soul feels cold at the looks I’m sure I’m no longer in the year book. But I didn’t do it But my profile fit So here I am for so

In all honesty I have to wonder how the little girl in the photos, smiling up at them with her big brown eyes, could ever smile like that. She had her small stuffed frog, spotted yellow, clutched in her small hands. Her hand made blanket pulled over her head. She looked like the happiest little girl you could ever know, and I wonder how such a happy little girl could ever turn out the way she did. When did that sweet girl become such a difficult person to know? When did she learn to say it was fine even if it wasn't? When did she start to be such a pain in the ass? Maybe it was when no one looked at her. When she wanted to play but they all

You know those moments when you're told your loved? And your hart swells but you don't know what love means. You want so badly to say it back but you can't and you know you probably never will. It makes you so unhappy and you want to say it back but it feels like barbed wire scraping against you through. You cry inside and feel so bad when they tell you because you've never seen love and you never will. It makes you cry at night. And you wake up feeling so happy but you dread it because you can't have it. And you don't want to hurt them by saying it and not meaning it because you don't know what love is. You can't learn it in a class. And th

 Of all my years living with my older brother Eddie I have learned one important lesson.  "It is absolutely imposable to look intimidating when you have a toothbrush hanging out of our mouth."   I stepped out of the bathroom for one minute and Eddie decided to not let me back in. he wasn't even using the bathroom!  "Move," I demanded. "Why should I?" he said as I tried to duck under his arm. He shut the door in my face. I glared up at the giant that blocked my way to the bathroom. "What the fuck are you standing here for? Move or I'll spi' on you, you big ape!" I said with minor difficulties because of my